Tuesday, November 15, 2011
i'm not the same as wad you used to see in me anymore..
so stop trying.
i'm acting differently in front of you..
the key word : ACTING
hate it that you can never understand me
that you can never know wad i'm thinking..
not even for ONCE.
goodness.
so when i remain quiet, you do likewise
i talk, you talk zzzz.
sick and tired of all these..
just give me a break will you..
and yeah..
talking abt him..
he's much more matured, less attention seeking than you..
or should i say... has the culture that isn't so bad compared to you..
ur character is not only flawed, but you fail to correct them..
you take ur time.. slowly and gradually.
but sorry
i don't have so much time in the world to wait for you anymore.
i guessed i've waited enough
that's why things have changed this way..
blame it all on urself..
11:21 PM
^^ Don't let me go~
Sunday, October 09, 2011
i've over-estimated you.
oh wells..
had that slight bit of expectation that you'll be waiting..
but you weren't.
so i set my heart to not bother about you anymore..
even though every inch of my heart wants to talk to you..
i'll tell myself, this time, this moment,
it's really over. nice and over.
12:32 AM
^^ Don't let me go~
Saturday, October 08, 2011
i'm really getting used to saying what my heart don't mean to..
thanks to you.
but that's cos you forced it upon me.
i'm sorry.
but there isn't any turning back already.
you should knew from the very start.
that every action you do will lead to its consequences.
you just don't learn, do you.
anyway,
goodbye and take care.
6:16 PM
^^ Don't let me go~
i'm such a loser to trust you once back again..
i should have known, you were someone i shouldn't trust.
even as a friend, you broke my trust.
you lied.
oh god.
there's no turning back..
this time,
i'm god dam serious.
blame it on ur stupidity.
FO
5:34 AM
^^ Don't let me go~
Thursday, October 06, 2011
i don't know myself anymore..
this weird feeling i get..
i have no idea why, how it came about& what leads to it..
clueless..
all i know is..
its just happening!
confused thoughts running wild in my mind.
someone save me from this misery.
i cant seem to concentrate fully on my priorities >.<
too much is happening around me.
i need a break.
i need a rest.
i need a someone to lean on right now.
GAHHHHHH.
12:46 AM
^^ Don't let me go~
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
i guess i know the reason why i have more guy friends to female friends..
cos the girls around me gets jealous of me so easily!
and i can't believe it...
why do i get all of this shit man..
only the genuine female friends truly love me and not get jealous or envious of whatever i have.
OH WELLS.
i'm getting used to such a life.
10:14 PM
^^ Don't let me go~
Monday, September 19, 2011
yes,
if ur gonna carry on this way,
ur gonna have to bear the consequences of the disappointment looks unto you,
including mine.
and when that happens, that's it.
bye bye.
you choose.
to be or not to be...
4:20 PM
^^ Don't let me go~
Friday, September 16, 2011
Talking to the moon..
Wish upon a star..
:)
3:52 PM
^^ Don't let me go~
